The hardest thing to me seems to be giving up on something or someone when its everything you've wanted. Especially knowing that that person is someone who made you incredibly happy. People are people and sometimes it doesnt work out but that doesnt make it any easier. Sometimes it just ends with no clear reasoning why it did. Awkward situations come about and then soon its just too weird to be around each other. Then communication completely stops and you feel like an idiot hoping that somehow someway itll pick back up when in reality the chances of that happening are slim to none. Putting your heart on the line is hard. You set yourself up for so many things when you do. But in situations like these I guess you should look at is as grateful that it happened instead of never having the chance to experience it. But that doesnt really help much either. Picking yourself up after all of that confusion and hurt is probably the biggest act of inner strength. Its not easy but you can either let it break you or learn a lesson and get stronger from it. If people are meant to be in your life Im sure theyll find a way to get back in it. My personal problem is being too guarded. I can never let down my walls I have up because Im simply too terrified of being vulnerable. But I had a friend tell me once that if you live like that then youll never know what youre missing out on. So thats my new personal goal, taking risks. Life is full of them.